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****
Was
born
in
Poplar,
****
and
I
was
born
in
my
parents'
house
in
Lochnagar
****
Uh,
there
was
no
nurse
****
came,
****
at
that
time
there
was
still
old
women
****
who
followed
doctors,
****
uh,
and
the
one
****
who
attended
mi
mother
****
was
old
Mrs
****
Porridge,
who
lived
near
my
grandmother,
a
few
streets
****
And,
uh,
what
they'd
do,
****
the
doctor
would
recommend
****
they
followed
certain
doctors
****
and
then
the
person
****
who
was
being
nursed,
attended
to,
****
would
pay
the
woman
****
who
followed.
****
Now,
my
father
came
from
a
family
of
lightermen
****
--
he
himself
was
a
****
And
his
father
was
drowned
along
with
two
other
men
at
King
and
Queen
Road,
over
at
****
Rotherhithe
by
Bellamy's
Wharf,
when
my
father
and
his
two
****
I
don't
know
the
age
****
they
were.
****
And
the
three
children,
mi
brother,
uh,
mi
father
and
his
two
sisters
were
put
into
an
orphanage.
****
And,
uh,
my
grandmother
went,
****
I
think
****
it
was
to
Clacton,
****
and
she
was
in
some
place
with
nuns,
****
although
she
wasn't
a
catholic,
****
but,
uh,
it
was
a
sorta
charity
****
place,
she
didn't
like
****
it,
and
then
she
came
****
home
****
and
got
the
children
out
of
the
****
And,
uh,
****
set
up
home
in
Cloden
Street
in
****
Ehm,
my
mother's
family
were
stevedores
****
and,
ehm,
like
a
lot
of
the
stevedores,
the,
uh,
their
roots
were
in
Ireland,
****
and
the
family
came
over
--
the
Orwells
--
in
the
famine
in
****
the
****
eighteen
fourties,
and
****
And,
ehm,
they
had
three
rooms,
****
it
was
the
upstairs
house
in
Lochnagar
****
Street,
which
cost,
uh,
seven
shillings
a
week
at
the
****
And,
ehm,
m--,
my
brother
Terry
was
born
two
****
years
after
I
****
was,
almost
to
the
****
And,
ehm,
shortly
afterwards,
my
father
had
an
accident,
****
when
eh
one
of
the
wharves,
****
m--
mother
****
thinks
it
was
up
****
Wapping
Way,
he
was
laying
the
gratings
in
the
****
barge,
ready
to
****
receive
cargo,
and
he
was
laying
outside
****
a
****
barge
that
was
****
And
the
crane
driver
made
a
****
mistake
and
he
****
went
****
and
landed
the
set
of
cargo
on
top
of
my
****
father
laying
the
****
barge,
and
his
back
was,
was
****
And,
uh,
I
'member
as
a
child
****
--
after
he's,
he'd
got
****
better
--
seeing
this
fibre,
compressed
fibre
jacket
like
a
tailor's
dummy
****
in
the
cupboard,
which
Mother
used
to
****
strap
him
in;
and
so,
she
had
****
two
young
children
****
to
look
after
****
and
mi
****
****
And
he
was
out
of
work
for
about
eighteen
months.
****
For
thirteen
weeks
he
was
in
the
London
****
hospital,
and
Mother
was
telling
****
me
that
she
paid
a
pound
a
week
to
the
****
hospital,
because
****
otherwise,
when
and
if
he
got
****
compensation,
they
would
come
after
her
for
more
****
money,
so,
that
was
sort
of
a
bit
of
the
****
folklore
that's
passed
****
So,
she
was
advised
****
to
do
that,
****
which
she
did
do.
****
And
the
hospital
asked
her
****
how
much
she
was
coming
in,
****
and
she
said,
Thirty
shillings
a
week.
****
It's
fifteen
shillings
from
the
industrial
injury
benefit
and
the
remainder
****
Uh,
so,
they
asked
Mother
****
how
she
could
manage,
****
and
so,
she
said,
****
she
was
getting
help
from
the
family
****
--
which
she
****
And
whether
she
got
any
m--
more
****
money,
whether
she
did
****
outdoor
work,
I
****
don't
know,
because
she
was
****
That
was
it.
****
But
the
father
was
out
of
work
for
eighteen
months,
****
and
****
when
he
went
back,
ehm,
****
I
think
****
he
went
to
court,
****
and
they
said
****
that,
uh,
he
had
suffered
neural
damage,
****
he
had
neurasthenia.
****
So,
he
got
compensation
from
loss
of
wages,
six-hundred-and-seventy-two
pounds,
and
the
injury
itself,
seventy-eight
pounds.
****
So,
he
got
a
total
of
seven-hundred-and-fifty
pounds.
****
And,
ehm,
he,
he
started
work
again.
****
And,
he
kept
work,
****
he
g--,
from
work
he
got,
ehm,
money
from
****
sick
clubs,
as
****
I
said,
and
then
the
men
would
put
on
the
benefit
****
Mm,
not
necessarily
officially
from
the
union,
but
there'd
be
people
from
the
branch,
branch's
official
group.
****
Father
was
branch
secretary
of
number
two
branch
in
****
the
Watermen
and
Lightermen,
Tugmen,
and
Bargemen's
Uzh--,
****
And,
ehm,
****
after
he
went
back
to
work,
****
I
remember
****
he's,
he's
quite
proud
****
--
and
I
won't
****
say
immediately
he
went
back
to
****
work
--
he
****
heard
someone
criticising
****
the
foreman,
because
they
weren't
sending
mi
****
Now,
the
lightermen
made
up
one
in
the
barge
loading
****
when
they
loaded
grain,
with
the
c--,
the
****
And
****
when
they
went
to
a
railway
****
wharf,
the,
uh,
lightermen,
two
lightermen
went
in
the
****
barge
****
and
stowed
the
****
cargo
and
the
railway
worker
just
unhooked
****
the
slings
belonging
to
****
And,
ehm,
packing,
uh,
uh,
in
grain,
it
was
****
packing
quartern
sacks
of
wheat,
****
which
is
about
two
hundredweight.
****
And
so,
mi
father
just
went
back
into
the
packing,
****
and
they
got
sixpence
a
day
extra
on
top
of
their
pay
****
when
they
backed,
the
lightermen,
****
and
that
was
that.
****
And,
ehm,
he
--
like
a
lot
of,
ehm,
people
in
the
****
docks,
were
a
lot
of
****
working-class
--
uh,
did
not
want
****
his
children
to
****
Uh,
because
it
was
a
hard
life.
****
I
mean,
I
can
remember
of
just
two
incidents,
one
****
when
he'd
been
working
on
copra,
****
and
they
got
the
copra
****
And,
uh,
he's
very
particular,
you
know,
****
taking
his
clothes
off
****
and
****
looking
for
the
copra
****
That's
the
one
thing
****
that
****
was
itchy.
And,
ehm...
[INTERVIEWER]
****
What
sort
of
a
bug
****
was
this
bug?
****
It's
a,
it's
a
bug,
****
i--,
it's
bigger
than
a
****
Uh,
and,
I
think
****
it's
darker
than
a
house
****
bug,
but
the
house
bug
****
was
brown.
This
****
I
never
saw
one
miself,
****
just
had
it
****
described.
****
But,
uh,
it
used
to
get
in
the
copra
****
and,
'course,
the
s--
dockers
and
****
stevedores
working
****
that
from
shovelling
would
get
****
it,
and
'course
the
****
lightermen
covering
up
the
****
craft
would
get
it
as
****
And,
uh,
another
time
I
remember
it--
****
was
very
young.
****
I
never
saw
my
father,
****
though
he
saw
me,
****
for
about
three
weeks,
****
because
****
when
they
were
bus--,
they,
they
****
worked
and,
****
ehm,
if
you
wanted
time
****
off
and
the
foreman
asks
****
you,
What's
wrong
with
****
you?
You
****
say
you
was
****
tired,
he'd
****
say,
****
Well,
Come
have
a
sleep
for
two
****
weeks,
and
things
like
****
So,
men
just
worked
****
literally
until
they
dropped.
****
And,
ehm,
in
some
of
the
lighterage
firms,
ehm,
they
would
put
a
****
chap
****
that
they've
newly
picked
****
up
on
the
****
driving
craft,
****
that
is
rowing'em
under
oars.
Uh,
job
****
And,
and
the
men
and
the,
after
a
few
days
their,
their,
their
hands
were
bleeding,
****
to
sort
of
prove
****
that
they
were
good.
****
And
****
if
they
stuck
it,
****
that's
fair
enough.
****
So,
but
that's
the
sort
of
things
****
that,
uh,
****
the
men
had
in
mind
****
and
they
didn't
want
their
children
****
to
follow.
****
****
And
yet,
but
****
when
you
did,
****
they
were
still
proud
of
the
fact
****
that
you
were
following
the
family,
****
but
they'd
rather
****
you
became
something
else.
****
So,
that
was
that.
****
Anyhow,
following
that
vein,
****
when,
ehm,
I
won
a
scholarship
to,
****
first
of
all
it
was
the
central
****
The,
the
school
in
that
time,
you
had
the
elementary
school,
then
the
central
school,
****
And
I
won
the
scholarship,
a
place,
Saint
Bernard's
Central
****
School
at
Stepney
****
--
tramped
to
work
and
there
****
I
won
another
scholarship
and
I
went
****
to
Saint
Ignatius
College
****
And
I
was
there
until
the
third
year,
****
I
went
in
nineteen
****
thirty-seven,
and
in
nineteen
thirty-nine,
of
course
the
war
****
And,
ehm,
schools
were
evacuated,
****
and
I
wouldn't
be
evacuated
****
and
****
--
'cause
I
****
wouldn't,
neither
wouldn't
my
other
two
****
By
that
time,
ehm,
there's
mi
second
brother
Terry,
as
I
mentioned,
and
the
third
brother,
Fredrick,
****
who's
six
years
younger
than
I.
****
And
then
the
daughter
--
my,
my
sister
Iris
was
born
in
more
or
less
the
****
week
the
war
broke
****
out,
****
And,
ehm,
I
don't
think
****
Fred
and
Iris
were
planned,
****
because
in
families,
you,
you
pass
things
on.
****
Y-,
cots
were
passed
****
on,
and,
uh,
my
father
used--
grandfather
now,
mi
mother's
father
used
to
pass
his
trousers
****
down,
mi
mother'd
cut'em
****
up,
being
a
****
seamstress,
****
and
make
trousers
for
****
And
so
they'd
passing
left
to
Mother's
sister.
****
But
when
Fred
was
born
and
Fr--
and,
and
****
Iris
--
now,
****
I
forget
which
****
was
which
****
--
I
remember
one
****
had
an
egg
box
and
the
other
one
an
****
orange
box
as
a
****
crib,
but
by
the
****
time
Dad
had
sandpapered
****
it
****
and
****
Mother
had
****
padded
out
and
lined
it,
you
couldn't
tell
the
****
B-,
but
that
****
was
what
they
did
at
the
****
And,
ehm,
****
because
I
wouldn't
become
evacuated,
****
nor
would
the
other
two,
****
and
the
sort
of
thing
****
that
****
turned
me
in
a
sense
****
was
****
that,
there
was
a
recruiting
film
with
ARP,
in,
in,
in
the
****
cinema
****
and
when
we
saw
****
this
and
you
could
see,
uh,
the
rooftops
of
s--
****
And
the
planes
coming
****
and
th--,
the
spurts
coming
up
and
****
that,
and,
and
I'd
also
seen
H.
G.
Wells,
ehm,
War
of
the
****
Worlds
and
Things
to
Come,
film
****
like
that;
and,
ehm,
I
****
was
****
sitting
there
listening
to
Mother
****
and
Father
talking,
--
****
they
had
a
little
general
shop
[UNCLEAR]
which
mi
****
mother
ran,
which
****
they'd
bought
from
Dad's
compensation,
****
So,
Mother
ran
the
little
general
****
shop,
and
there
****
was
what
they
called
a
****
back
parlour,
which
fronted
onto
****
the
shop,
and
it
was
just
****
wooden
****
partition,
that
****
was
wallpapered,
with
****
a
window,
so
you
could
see
into
****
the
shop,
****
see
anybody
****
coming
in.
And
****
Then
the
other
side
of
the
counter
was
the,
the
shop
window
****
again,
so
it
was
just
****
And
they
were
talking
about
****
putting
sandbags
up,
****
and
I
can
visualise
****
this
coming
in
with
a
bomb
****
and
then
****
being
killed.
****
So,
it
was
really,
I
mean,
nothing
courageous
on
my
part,
****
but
****
frightened
****
of
****
being
f--,
f--,
separated
from
****
your
parents,
so,
****
I
said,
I'm
not
****
being
evacuated
and
they
didn't
need
****
They
said,
Oh,
Okay,
****
That's
it.
****
So,
we,
we,
we,
we
stayed,
****
and
uh,
'course,
all
the
schools
shut
down
****
and
that
was
it.
****
So,
my
father
said
to
me,
****
ehm,
We'll
do
so,
****
I
said,
****
Well,
I
want
****
to
become
a
lighterman.
****
And,
uh,
he,
he,
in
the
end
he
come
home
on
a
Saturday
afternoon
a
little
bit
****
winey,
'cause
they
finished
early
****
Saturday
--
Saturday,
by
the
t--
way,
was
a
normal
day
****
If
they
finished
half
day,
****
fair
enough,
they
got
a
day's
pay,
****
but
otherwise
****
worked
till
five
and
that.
****
So,
if
they
finished
early,
****
they'd
have
a
drink
in
the
pub
****
and,
ehm,
he
came
home,
****
he
said,
****
Right,
****
Wanna
****
be
apprenticed,
****
I'll
apprentice
you.
****
So,
in
December
of
thirty-nine,
he
apprenticed
me
to
lighterage
****
and
I
started,
****
uh,
work
had
got
busy,
****
'cause,
you
remember,
they
were
coming
out
of
depression.
****
And,
V-,
I
started
for
****
Volkins
--
they
had
a
motor
****
tug,
the
Vaneck,
and
my
father
at
that
time
was
mate
****
And
they
brought
the
Vigilant
back
into
commission,
****
she'd
be
laid
up
in
the
East
****
India
Dock
because
there's
no
work
****
for
her.
She
was
****
And
I
went
boy...
[GAP
IN
RECORDING]
...was
the
mate,
****
And,
uh,
the
engineer
had
a
rather
biblical
name,
Garney
****
And
the
fireman
or
stoker
was
Ike
****
Couple
of
charac--
--
Garney
Bruiss
was
a
very
****
much
a
character,
****
And,
ehm,
the
firemen
would
get
there
early,
****
we'd
get
an
hour's
overtime
****
to
raise
steam,
****
so
it
then
get
away.
****
And
it
was
a,
a
day-boat,
****
which
meant
****
that
you
worked
an
eight-hour
day,
****
but
the
commencement
could
be
between
six
a.m.
and
twelve
noon,
according
to
the
tide.
****
So,
the
tide
started,
****
you
started
at
six
o'clock,
next
morning
perhaps
seven
o'clock,
next
morning
eight
o'clock,
right
through
to
midday,
****
and
then
you
went
back
to
six
o'clock
again.
****
And
the
first
day
****
I
started
work
****
was
a
Saturday;
****
I
was
fifteen
then,
I
mean,
****
and
so,
I
was
apprenticed
for
six
years;
****
you
s--,
if
you
started
at
****
fourteen,
it
was
a
seven-year
****
apprenticeship,
six
years
fifteen,
and
five
****
years
if
you
were
****
Then
after
that
was
****
what
they
called
a
dog
****
licence,
which
originated
in
the
****
An
adult
could
come
****
and
****
be
apprenticed
for
two
years,
****
and
****
automatically
become
a
freeman
afterwards.
****
They
worked
on
boys'
pays
after
six-year
apprentice.
****
And,
uh,
the
first
day
was
a
Saturday.
****
And,
it
was
a
three
o'clock
start,
****
we
was
up
half
past
four.
****
Mi
father
was
on
the
shift
boat,
a
sixteen-hour
****
boat,
we
walked
down
to
****
Blackwall
Pier,
which
was
about
fifteen
****
Uh,
and
****
started
work
at
six
o'clock.
****
And
the
first
day's
work
was
fourteen
hours,
****
eight
o'clock
at
night,
I
did.
****
And
I's
so
proud,
****
I
wouldn't
wash
mi
face,
****
wanted
mi
mother
****
see
me
****
dirty
the
water
then.
****
And,
uh,
'course
she
was
about,
****
because
the
shops
were
open
till
late
Saturday,
****
because
living
was
hard.
****
Ehm,
we
never
had
any
bulb
in
a
room
--
electric
light
bulb
more
than
****
sixty
****
watts,
so
if
you
went
from
one
room
to
****
the
other
you
turned
the
****
Ehm,
****
if
milk
was
going
off
in
the
summer,
****
was
not
be
sold,
****
Mother'd
boil
it
****
--
we
had
****
that
--
no,
I
****
don't
mean
****
to
say
we
had
it
all
****
the
time,
only
it
****
Ehm,
****
if
cake
was
going
stale,
****
we
had
that,
and
things
like
that
****
to,
to
make
it
****
pay,
****
'cause
it
was,
was
a
hard
living.
****
Uh,
and,
for
instance,
you'd
get
knocks
****
after
you'd
closed
eight
o'clock
at
night,
****
people
at
the
door,
****
and
you
couldn't
turn
them
away.
****
And
you'd
get
some
improvident
families,
****
you
get
one
child
****
come
****
and
****
knock
for
a,
a
penny
candle,
or
ha'penny
candle,
****
and
then
about
five
minutes
later
another
one'd
come
for
a
penny
box
of
matches
****
to
light
the
candle.
****
This
is
the
sort
of
thing,
****
and
still
at
that
time,
uh,
there
was
penny
packets
of
tea,
****
ehm,
there
was,
ehm,
cigarettes
five
for
the
f--,
for
two
****
pence,
and
there
was
one
****
brand
you
could
get
two
for
one
p.
Uh,
one
pence,
****
Ehm,
the
salt
came
in
large
blocks,
****
and
we
****
had
to
be
s--
sawn
****
Sugar
in
two-hundredweight
sacks,
had
to
be
banged
up.
****
Biscuits
in
tins,
and
the
sweets,
of
course,
in
jars.
****
And,
uh,
I
can
vaguely
remember,
****
'cause
I
was
a
child
in
the
thirties
there,
****
[UNCLEAR]
it
was
the
****
Young
chaps
out
of
work,
coming,
****
and
Mum
would
th--
send
them,
sell'em
a
cigarette
for
a
****
And
five
of'em
would
be
passing
from
one
to
another.
****
And,
uh,
children
not
being
able
to
go
to
school,
****
because
their
one
pair
of
boots
was
at
the
snobs.
****
Ah,
so,
that
was
the
sort
of
clientele
****
that,
****
the,
the
shop
was
on.
****
And,
uh,
so,
that's
****
what
I
remember
of
the
childhood
in
the
shop
there.
And,
ehm...
[INTERVIEWER]
****
Tell
me
about
your
first
day,
as
a,
as
an
apprentice.
****
First
day
as
apprentice?
****
On,
on,
on
the
boat,
ehm,
as
I
was
young
George's
boy,
****
wi--,
my,
my
father
was
young
****
George
****
Adams,
and
when
I
started
****
with
him
he
became
****
old
George
and
I
became
****
Now,
Jim
Chew,
I
****
called
****
Uncle
Jim,
because
his
wife
was
my
mother's
best
****
So,
Jim
Chew
was
the
****
skipper,
and
he
lived
a
few
streets
away
from
****
And
my
duties,
uh,
the
first
day
was,
consisted
****
of
****
making
tea
mainly
****
and
****
warming
up
their
food
****
--
they
used
to
fetch
pre-cooked
****
food
to
warm
****
****
Uh,
not
only
for
the
crew,
but
for
the
lightermen
****
who
towed
behind
the
tug,
****
they
would
come
borrowing
of
you
a
cup
of
tea
for
a
penny.
****
And,
then,
you
should
help
on
the
deck,
****
but
****
only
let
me
****
help
from
the
first
week
on
the
deck
in
the
hours
of
daylight,
****
because
it
was
dark
by
about
five
o'clock,
****
being
December.
****
But,
ehm,
they
would've
never
forgiven
themself
****
for
****
allowing
me
out
on
the
deck
in
the
dark
as
a
newie,
****
uh,
uh,
w--
knowing
my
****
So
that,
uh,
****
as
soon
as
it
became
dark,
****
I
sat
down
below,
****
and
I
can
remember
****
sitting
down
in
the
forward
****
cabin,
because
in
the
tugs,
there
are
two
****
There
was
one
forward,
****
that
was
for
the
mate
and
the
skipper
****
--
and
no
lightermen
were
allowed
down
****
there
--
and
aft
was
the
general
duty
cabin
****
with
the
galley,
uh,
which
gave
access
****
to
the
engine
room,
and,
'course,
they
would
come
****
in,
by
their
feet,
and
then
the
lightermen'd
come
****
down
for
their
****
So,
they
sent
me
down
the
forecabin,
****
and
the
Vigilant
had
a
wooden
forepost,
****
which,
uh,
w--,
we
would
****
use,
if
they
was
dragging
craft
out
from
the
shore,
with
a
long
****
line,
and
it
--
I
could
hear
****
this
creaking;
I
****
didn't
know
what
****
was
happening,
'cause
I'd
not
****
I
just,
eh,
****
imagine
all
this
creaking
and
bumping
and
banging
along
the
side,
****
and,
th--,
I
was
sitting
there,
say,
from
about
****
five
till
we
finished
at
eight
****
But,
ehm,
once
I
was
up
on
deck,
****
and
in
the
hours
of
daylight,
and
afterwards,
****
when
it
got
dark,
****
when,
after
the
first
week,
ehm,
you
would,
eh,
assist
the
mate,
****
and
your
main
duty
would
be
****
putting
the
fend
off,
the
fender
in,
****
when
you
came
alongside.
****
And,
ehm,
****
pass
the
towropes
up
to
the
lighterman,
****
make
the
tea,
****
scrub
the
cabin,
****
and
quite
often
that'd
take
a
long
time,
****
because,
****
being
the
day-work
****
boats,
we
tended
to
do
the
short
****
runs,
where
the
****
shift
boat,
what
mi
father
****
was
on,
did
the
long
runs
to
Brentford
and
down
****
Only
we
did
the
London
run,
say,
down
to
the
Royal
Docks,
up
through
the
bridges,
perhaps
to
the
wharves,
up
as
far
as
about,
ehm,
****
Only
occasionally
we'd
go
further.
****
And,
uh,
so
you
get
the
bucket
with
soda
and
soft
soap
****
and
****
make
your
sugie
****
moodie,
and
they
called
****
it,
and
a
****
scrubbing
brush,
and
the
floor
of
the
cabin
was
a-lined
with
battleship
lino.
Brown,
very
****
But
of
course,
the
engineers'd
coming
in
and
the
stoker
with
their
feet
with
oil
on
it
and
that,
****
so
you'd,
used
to
get
old
sacks
****
and
****
put'em
down.
****
But
as
I
say,
you,
you
start
****
scrubbing
the
cabin
****
and
you'd
be
what
they
called
jazzing,
****
that
was
East
India
Dock
****
to
West
India
Dock
--
was
****
And
then
you,
soon
as
you
heard
the
telegraph
****
go
to
the
engine
****
room,
then
you'd
just
put
the
bucket
on
the
****
stove
to
keep
it
****
hot,
and
you
went
****
up
****
and
helped
the
****
mate
and
then,
down
you
****
went
****
and
did
a
bit
more
****
scrubbing;
it
might
take
you
sometime
two
or
three
****
hours
to,
to
scrub
a
cabin
****
But,
of
course,
****
if
you
didn't,
****
they
were
very
particular
of
their
cleanliness
then.
****
And,
uh,
they
weren't
bad,
****
but
the
generation
before
the
war,
you'd
get
a
cuff
'round
the
ear,
****
if
you
didn't
behave
yourself.
****
But
they
was
a
bit
more
civilised
by
then.
****
So,
scrubbing
or
cleaning
the
brass.
****
And
****
although
Brasso
had
been
in
existence
for
some
years,
****
the
skipper
insisted
****
that,
uh,
it
was
done
the
old
way,
****
and
****
what
I
had
to
do
****
was
****
go
to
MacWhirters,
****
who
were
the
ship
chandlers
in
****
East
India
Dock
Road,
and
you
get
a,
****
a
block
of
brick
dust,
and
you
****
come
back
to
the
boat,
and,
by
****
this
time,
you'd
have
it;
you'd
punch
the
lid
of
****
a,
****
say,
a
paint
****
You'd
grate
your
brick
****
dust
****
and
mix
it
up,
with
a
bit
of
paraffin
and
a
bit
of
****
And
they
get
the
coyar
rope
from
a
****
fender,
which
was
****
beginning
to
****
disintegrate,
and
you'd
go
****
up
****
and
clean
your
steam
whistle
and
the
brass
with
this,
uh,
form
****
of
Brasso,
where
on
the
other
boat,
on
the
other
shift
there
the
boy
just
went
****
to
MacWhirters
and
he
drew
****
But
not
our
skipper,
****
said,
****
I
don't
want
that.
****
So,
you
assisted
the
mate,
****
cleaning,
****
washing
the
deck
down,
****
you'd
wash
the
cabin
yourself,
****
heated
their
food,
****
made
the
tea,
****
made
yourself
generally
useful.
****
And
then,
****
as
it
was
getting
dark,
****
you
would
prepare
your
navigation
lamps,
port,
starboard
and
your
two,
uh,
You,
one
****
if
you
was
running
lights,
****
and
two,
****
if
you
was
towing,
****
one
above
the
other.
****
And
****
what
they
call
the
chase
****
lamp,
which
the
lighterman
would
take
over
on
the
barge,
or
the
sternmost
barge
after
****
So,
you
cleaned
the
glasses
with
newspaper,
****
uh,
and
****
trimmed
your
wicks,
****
filled
the
lamps
up
****
and
****
got'em
****
lit
ready,
****
when
it
was
dark,
****
and
then
you
put
them,
put
them
up.
****
Then
****
going
up
through
the
bridges,
****
you
would
stand
by
the
funnel,
****
and
****
as
you
got
near
the
bridge,
****
if
the
funnel
was
hitting,
****
you'd
pull
it
down.
****
Your
foremast
would
be
hinged;
****
the
mate
would
have
pulled
that
down
****
and
****
tied
that
down
ready.
****
And,
ehm,
you
wouldn't
be
stuck
on
the
long
run,
on
the
funnel
all
the
time,
****
the
mate
would
give
you
a
blow,
****
but
it
was
generally
the
boy's
job
****
to
do
this.
****
So,
that
was
the
function
of
the,
the
deck
****
And
then,
it's
--
yeah,
just
before
the
fall
of
****
France,
we
got
a
new
****
boat,
the
Vista
came
'round
from
Dunstan's
in
****
Yorkshire,
and,
uh,
we
went
on
the
motorboat
then,
the
****
And,
ehm,
the
tank,
the,
the
tea,
there
used
to
be
some
taste
in
it;
****
we,
we
didn't
tumble
it,
****
but
the
engineer,
he
was
a
Scotch
engineer
this,
****
'course
****
being
a
diesel
****
boat,
it
was
a
different
type
of
****
engineer
--
Garney
Bruiss
stayed
****
with
the
Vigilant;
he
****
And
you
had
a
greaser
boy
with
the,
ehm,
****
And
the
Scotsman
brought
his
son,
****
and,
uh,
his
son
started
****
breaking
out
in
boils,
****
and
in
the
end
we
took
the
inspection
lid
off
our
****
fresh
water
tank,
and
someone
had
left
a
lot
of
red
****
It
was
lead
****
we
was
drinking.
****
Of
course,
we
cleaned
it
out
****
and
it
was
alright,
****
but
for
weeks
it
was
like
that.
****
The
other
thing...
****
The
thing
****
I
remember
about
th--,
the
****
greaser
boy,
apart
from
****
the
fact
that
this
particular
one
broken
out
in
boils
because
of
****
the
water,
uh,
grea--,
the,
the
greaser
boys
in
general
--
the,
the
sort
of
assistant
engineer
--
it
was
it,
****
it
was
a
dead-end
****
job
really,
unless
you
went
on
as,
uh,
****
this
young
Scots
lad
would've
done;
I
mean,
****
his
father
just
brought
****
But
other
lads,
local
lads,
went
greaser
****
boys,
they'll
****
say
it
was
a
dead-end
****
Hhhm,
****
when
they
about
eighteen,
****
there's
no
more
promotion;
****
they
would,
they
would
go.
****
But
they
were,
were
staff,
****
and
this
thing
stuck
in
my
mind.
****
I,
****
although
I
was
regularly
employed,
****
I
was
casual.
****
So,
at
that
time,
there's
no
paid
holiday.
****
You
know,
I
could
take
a
week's
holiday,
****
but
I'd
got
no
pay
for
it.
****
But
the
greaser
boy,
the
same
age,
on
the
same
boat,
he
was
****
staff
and
he
got
a
week's
paid
****
This
was
the
system.
****
And
of
course,
the
lightermen,
****
being
casual,
****
didn't
get
a
paid
holiday,
****
but
the
skipper,
mate
and
the
engineer,
they,
of
course,
were
staff,
****
they
got
a
week's
paid
holiday.
****
But
that
was
a
distinction
there.
****
But,
ehm,
****
not
long
after
we
got
the
Vista,
****
ehm,
the,
ehm,
France
fell.
****
'Cause
I
remember,
****
w--,
it
was
a
glorious
summer's
****
day
and
it
seemed
very
****
We
rounded
at
the
Victoria
****
Dock
entrance,
and
Jimmy
Smith,
one
****
of
the
lightermen
who
****
worked
for
****
us,
come
out,
and
****
he
come
****
out,
he
said,
****
And,
ehm,
oh
they,
they
was
ablaze!
****
I
mean,
they
was
gonna
fight
with
broomsticks;
****
there
was
no
****
turning
it
in;
****
they
was,
they
was
really,
uh,
keen
****
to
have
a
go.
****
Fro--,
I
remember
Fred
Smith
****
and
them,
having
****
But,
eh,
I
remember
****
that
he
just
sort
of
appeared
over
the
top
of
the,
the
brow
of
the
wharf
and,
uh,
of
the
Victoria
****
Dock
****
and
****
said
France
had
****
And
that
was
it.
****
And,
ehm,
then
we
saw
them
****
take
the
lifeboats,
****
but
we
didn't
know
anything
about
it;
****
the
lifeboats
being
town
down,
in
strings
from
the
ship
****
--
robbed
all
the
ships
in
the
docks
for
their
****
lifeboats
****
and
took
them
down
****
below,
and
the
small
boats
****
But,
uh,
they
never
asked
for
us,
****
though
I
think,
****
some
barges
were
towed
across,
****
but
we
didn't
go
across
with
them
to
the
evacuation
of,
of
Dunkirk.
****
And
then
of
course,
the
next
notable
event
was
the
blitz.
****
And
we,
****
being
the
motorboat
then,
****
uh,
****
being
more
powerful,
****
we,
we'd
done
a
run
up
to
Brentford.
****
We
was
coming
down
on
the
Saturday
****
afternoon,
we
were
just
come
down
into
the
upper
****
pool,
we'd
cleared
****
London
Bridge
****
coming
down
and,
and
we
saw
these
planes
up
in
****
the
air,
and
then
we
s--,
****
saw,
uh,
something
which
w--,
****
puzzled
us
at
****
first,
and
we
****
realised
****
And
then,
****
as
we're
under
Tower
****
Bridge,
it
****
seemed
as
though
the
German
planes
was
t--,
turning,
at
the
edge
of
****
the
****
City
and
going
back
over
****
And,
ehm,
we
ran
downriver,
****
and,
ehm,
the
Surrey
Docks
was
afire
****
then,
and
there's
barges
****
ablaze,
and,
uh,
I
was,
I
****
remember
I
was
quite
****
shocked
because
the
skipper
wouldn't
****
go
****
and
take
these
****
barges
that
were,
that,
****
uh,
were
****
You
know,
it
seemed,
****
he
wasn't
taking
good
care
of
property,
because...
****
With
lighterage,
****
if
you
found
a
barge
adrift
from
another
firm
--
not
from
your
own
****
firm
--
ehm,
****
that
was
what
they
****
called
hovel,
you
****
If,
ehm,
a
waterman
****
who
didn't
work
for
a
lighterage
****
firm
got
****
it,
he
would
get
****
salvage
money,
he'd
get
****
But
there
was
agreement
with
the
Master's
****
Association
to
pay
****
hovel
money,
which
was
a
****
lesser
sum,
to
****
the
****
crew
that
picked
up
****
And,
uh,
it
shook
me,
not
'cause
of
the
money,
but
the
fact
****
that
it's
property,
****
it's
stuff
ablazing,
****
he
wouldn't
go
around
to
it.
****
And
then,
****
as
we
ran
down,
****
we,
we,
we
were,
we're
going
from
side
to
side,
****
'cause
the
bombs
were
dropping
close,
****
and
we
could
hear
this
shrapnel
****
frapping
on
the
side
of
the
boat,
****
as
we
was
going
over.
****
And
the
skipper
was
up
there
in
the
wheelbox,
****
and
he
didn't
come
down,
****
he
just
sat,
****
and
we
were,
we
was
a
lightboat,
****
that's
****
we
had
no
craft;
****
we
was
running
down
light
to
Blackwall
****
And
****
as
we
went
by
the
Commercial
****
Dock,
a,
a
petrol
tanker
ran
up
--
****
the
small
ones
--
and
they
****
And
they
went,
****
What
happened
to
us?
****
And
we've
got
this
acrid
smell
and
that
on,
****
Jesus
Christ,
it
was
****
gas!
Uh,
I
always
brought
mi
****
gas
mask,
so
did
****
the
skipper,
so
did
****
the
mate,
but
the
****
Scotsman
didn't,
or
****
So,
I
said
to
his
son,
****
You'd
better
water
on
your
handkerchief,
****
Put
it
over
your
mouth.
****
And
the
two
of
them
down
below
****
crying.
****
The
Scotsman
had
been
in
the
trenches
in
the
First
****
World
War,
so,
I
can
understand
****
And,
uh,
when
we
got
down
to
about
Convoy's
Wharf,
****
Deptford
Wharf,
before
****
we
realised
that
it
****
wasn't
gas,
it
was
ammonia
or
something
from
****
something
ablaze,
and
we
took
our
****
And
we
went
into
the
entrance
of
West
****
India
Dock,
and
we
pulled
the
lock
gates
****
to,
for
them,
'cause
it
was
top
****
and
the
hydraulic
power
had
been
cut
off
****
'cause
the
bombing
had
cut
the
pipes,
****
and
****
if
they
hadn't've
closed
the
gates,
****
the
water'd
just
gushed
out,
****
and
the
dock
walls
would
****
collapse,
because
they
take
note
f--
--
when
****
they
build
them,
they
allow
for
****
the
water
pressure
behind,
counterbalanced
by
the
****
water
****
pressure
in
the
****
dock,
and
if
one
goes,
which
the
main
one
is
****
the
water
pressure
in
the
dock,
and
****
then,
the,
the
dock
****
So,
we
pulled
them
to
for
them,
****
and
we
went
to
our
base
at
Blackwall
****
Pier,
which
we
shared
with
other
****
There
was
Knights,
****
who,
****
what
they
called
Sea
****
King
Tugs;
they
don't
did
****
no
barges;
they
just
towed
other
****
And,
uh,
Thames
Steam
Tugs,
some
of
their
London
boats
used
to
tie
up,
****
And,
'course,
they
was
all
getting
ready
****
to
go
home,
****
the
all-clear
had
gone
by
then,
****
the
smoke
and
everything
else,
and
dust
was
drawing
in.
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